I’ve been wanting to do an update for some time now, and I suppose with this past week’s news, now is as good a time as any. I had my third PET scan Tuesday, June 12th. My oncologist called me Wednesday, and I could hear frustration in his voice.
He began quizzing me, verifying what he knew, and simply confirming my history. “I’m looking at your PET scan. You’ve had nodules in your lungs . . .?”
“Yes. I had a CT scan before I came to you, but it only caught the lower area, not all of my lungs, and that showed some nodules. Then we did another one at Duke, and it showed those, and a few more but they didn’t light up on the first PET scan.”
“Right, right. Well, I think this latest PET scan looks fine, but I have a call into the radiologist who read this. You know they have two people read it before they sign off, and I want to talk to the resident, make sure he’s comparing this to the one in January.”
I said, “Ooo-kay.”
Then he says, “Have you fallen recently?”
“Uh, no.”
“Didn’t you tell me you fell, or something?”
(my brain has been having some fog, so I was thinking hard here)
Finally, I said, “Not that I know of.”
“Have you started back running?”
“As a matter of fact, yes, I have, I was going to tell you about that when I came to see you in July. Yes, I’m running again, with walking in between until I feel back up to par.”
There were more questions about being ill, had I had bronchitis, or done a lot of coughing – anything like that? No, no and no, but by now I wished I HAD fallen and had suffered double pneumonia.
I could tell something wasn’t quite right.
All the questions had to do with the fact there were two new areas seen on the PET scan that weren’t there in January. One is a new nodule in my left lung, and there is a spot on my right hip bone. This was NOT what I wanted to hear, needless to say. When you get a PET scan, they give you a “tracer” with glucose in it. You can’t eat or drink anything except water/black coffee/unsweetened tea, for example, the morning of – so the glucose in this tracer will stick to potential cancer, because, cancer likes sugar. When they look at the PET scan, they’re looking for areas to “light up,” or areas they call “hot,” which is where the glucose tracer would attach.
According to my oncologist, neither area met the criteria for being “hot,” meaning the uptake value he would have expected for malignancy . I’ve read anything 2.5 and higher, but he said he would have expected a 7 or an 8 to really indicate a problem. These were 1.7 and 1.9. Therefore, the wording on the report wasn’t what he wanted. He wanted the radiologist to change it. The way we left off that call Wednesday was he would talk to the radiologist.
Thursday, the report was released to me through the hospital’s interface – called DukeMyChart. I could read for myself what it said. I will admit, I didn’t like it – at all. Plus, I didn’t know why it had been released – was this the report that still needed to be changed? Or was this the final report?
Here is what is said:
Impression:
1. New left lower lobe nodule measuring up to 9 mm with FDG avidity, which
is concerning for metastatic disease.
2. Possible new lytic lesion within the right iliac bone with mild FDG
avidity. Attention on follow-up.
FDG is the glucose tracer. Avidity means an eagerness for glucose. Lytic lesion on a bone can be benign or not. That afternoon I heard from my oncologist again.
He said, “Unfortunately, I could not get the radiologist to agree with me to change his report. Because these are new areas, they are of concern.”
It sounded like they argued back and forth over the uptake values, along with the question of doing a biopsy on the lung nodule. (it’s too small to hit)
So, here’s the plan:
I’m getting a (as my oncologist called it) “good old-fashion x-ray” on my hip. He said that would help determine what’s going on, if it’s simply a benign lesion because of the running – or not. I’ve had radiation to this entire area, a pretty rigorous treatment too, and it can weaken bones. Maybe the running I’ve been doing has set off some sort of activity, and that’s what we’re hoping. As far as my lung, I’m having another PET scan in two months. August 7th.
This means waiting, which isn’t easy to do. Despite all this, I’m feeling fairly optimistic. No, it’s not what I wanted to hear, but I keep thinking about the positives I see in between all of the negatives.
I like lists, so here’s my list of positives!
- My oncologist said this particular cancer spreading to the hip bone would be, in his words, “an unusual pattern.”
- Typically, treatment is completed and “we’re usually good.” (meaning, no expectations of this sort of thing cropping up)
- PET scan avidity, (glucose eagerness) or “lighting up” can happen with non-malignant processes.
- The glucose uptake was low, in a non-malignant category
- He’d said, “I’m fine with your PET scan.”
The bad news – the radiologist stuck to his impressions, meaning his experienced eye saw something suspicious. Maybe it’s simply cautionary, which is fine with me.
I will admit, this took the wind out of my sails a bit because these past six months since the January PET scan have been wonderful, mainly because the weight of worry was gone. While I still contend with side effects, the fact I’d been able to get back to something else I really love, i.e., running, was fantastic. This is my go to method of relieving stress, and most importantly – solving story problems!
We’re always busy with work over here, and all in all, life has been really good! We’ve celebrated birthdays, been to book events, chilled out on the porch, and watched sunrises and sunsets.
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While this goes on with me, there are others in our community, and yes, right here closest to me, who are also dealing with health issues. We will remain optimistic and always, always hope for the best outcome.
He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire, he set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand. Psalm 40:2.
Amen.